[With a little flourish. His hand stops, mid-air, as the light shifts from warm to cold, static snapping in the air between them. He won't reach further, of course, but it's ridiculously tempting to touch.]
I remember the expectation. [Remembers the man who expected it. A stairwell in a deserted inn, and Dorian spitting like a cat at him.] Perfect body, perfect mind. A tragedy, really - they got you and didn't even realise.
[Too curious, he lets his hand drift lower - will it conduct through him if he runs a palm up one bare thigh?]
...Though I'm less sure about the hair. Punk was never my thing.
Oh? I suppose I'll have to adapt. Get absolutely grizzly, grow out a beard as well. Become absolutely unbearable to kiss, kiss you anyway. That will be a perfect body.
[He turns up his chin indignantly, but there's still a grin at his lips. Prior's curiosity is endearing enough that he glazes over the mentioning of that moment, tries and succeeds not to think about his father. It does, in fact, conduct: not strong enough for it to be discomforting, but leaving a light tingling feeling up his arm.
It dissipates when Dorian taps him on the nose with a light shock. Light, like he ran his socks over carpet.]
I was referring to your... premonitions, but gifts is the wrong word. If you were from my homeland, you would have been bestowed it without a screeching harpy.
[Well, this electricity thing has all sorts of possibilities that were left woefully untapped earlier in the evening. Just as he's making a note of that, Dorian's little love tap knocks Prior back with a pleasant shiver, though not far or long enough to prevent him from idly draping himself back again, across his lap.
May as well do it now before he conjures something else from thin air and distracts him all over again. A second note gets made to ask whether he can do white rabbits.]
But there are people like me where you're from? Prophets? I know you have Gods of some sort. In my word usually prophecy and the divine have some kind of link. At least - as myth would have it. They're a fictional breed, people like me.
[And what a perfect place to be, before he'll get kicked out for inevitably asking ridiculous questions. Dorian thoroughly enjoys this arrangement's view, sweeping his fingers through Prior's hair.]
Well, that isn't too far off from what we believed back home. There are Dreamers, prophets of the Old Gods. We base an entire social class on being descendants of them, which is why my family was of some important. Then there is the most notable prophet, Andraste. She was a slave in my homeland that rose to power, plagued by visions of the Maker until she accepted him as the one true God. She's said to have ascended to his side as his bride.
[A beat.] After we had burned her at the stake. Not very accepting of deviations, you see.
Oh we did that with one of ours. [There's something almost pleased about the recognition.] Well whaddaya know, what a thing to have in common. Though, that is a trend with prophets, I've found. They're so often sacrificial.
[Not many happy endings for the mouthpieces of Gods. Stoned to death in Egypt, or their throats slit by Roman warriors who feared their predictions. Lost to sickness or disease. Martyred to their cause. Swallowed by a fish. Crucified. Not a collection of children's stories.
Prior tilts his chin up, smile tellingly pinched.]
Still, if one does marry a God after, perhaps it sweetens the pill. [He hesistates, leaning into the gentle drag of Dorian's nails.] It's... not just visions of the future and communing with dusty old tomes, you know.
Well, the foresight's not even useful, most of the time. I can feel something coming the way you can smell snow in the air before it falls, this crisp sharp feeling in my chest that something's on its way but I don't know what or when or if I'm exaggerating things and it's all just an anxiety attack in the guise of something meaningful. But besides that -
[He dips his head a little, not to pull away from Dorian, just not to look quite so directly at him for the moment.]
I get into people's heads. Not always deliberately. That thing where you walked my memories? I might do it with yours, and you'd never know I was there. There's no rhyme or reason to it but - it's more likely, if we're close.
[He frowns, not because Prior's looked away or because of this new information, but only because that sounds wholly unpleasant and there's not much he can offer for it. Not that he wouldn't try. He isn't like some people. Person. Fuck Louis.]
Well, I can't say things you might see are entirely pleasant. But you have probably already encountered the worst of my personal affairs. [He shifts, leaning forward and turning his chin up so he can look at him again.] Anything you witness will be something I'd already tell you. Not anymore.
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Sometimes dreams. Sometimes - and this is new to me, I haven't even told - well, you're the first person I've told. Sometimes I hear people who aren't there. Oh, that sounds like... I don't mean in the metaphysical sense. I mean I overhear people who happen to be somewhere else.
Possibly? [This he looks more anxious about than the rest, but he does finally look up.] As I said. It's new. It happened when I was picking up a new jacket.
[Dorian takes a moment, idly drumming his fingers against Prior's chest.]
When it happens again, you should tell me about it. And any time after. And any time anything occurs, really— I know I was rather frightened before, but I know you're not mad. And I'd rather it not drive you mad for stewing on it.
[He has been stewing on it. Enough that he looks down to where Dorian's hand is and realises he's trade being self-conscious about his body for being self-conscious about his mind.]
As for not being mad... when two mannequins dressed in ballgowns begin to converse with the voices of your friends, one can rather feel it.
[It almost feels more intimate than anything gone before, for the added vulnerability of it. Prior winds his own arms around Dorian's waist to keep himself from stopping it.]
I try - I'll keep trying. You know how things are here, you think you're used to it, turn a corner and the world's suddenly crazier than you thought.
[He hums, watching Prior's expression while his hand drifts over the bruises. He doesn't know if it's too much, or if he shouldn't. He only knows he's not adverse to touching all of him like any other skin.]
I do know. However, I also know this world's a little less crazy with you here.
[There should be some quick response to that, a little self-dismissive quip or pithy pull quote from a movie Dorian's never seen. But Prior went and made the mistake of looking at him when he said it, and now there's no disguising an honest reaction that's too startled and - touched - to reach for words.
It's something he used to be. A stabilizing force. One cool, collected queen - until the sky fell in and his world started coming apart in too many awful, insane ways to keep track of. And he's hated it, feeling so un-anchored, so far at sea.
It's a long time since he hasn't suspected someone's care of being nothing more than displaced pity. But for a moment, he lets himself trust.
And his lip's trembling, that's no good.]
Really? [Oh, his voice, too. Well. Well - the shift is visible as he takes in a breath and draws up a new facade. When he speaks again his voice is stable - if channeling some monochrome screen siren, rather than himself.] Careful saying that, you could make a girl feel dull.
[Bold of him to try that around a man who knows the act all too well. Dorian knows, but he doesn't call him on it, instead settling his hand over his heart.]
The last thing that you are? I wouldn't dream of it. Perhaps in comparison to me, but... [He trails off, before he can carry on. There's some level of seriousness, some level of sincerity that he'd like to maintain before the moment passes.]
I only intend that you know this, Prior... You are a rock in the vast ocean that is the unknown. You are an oasis in a desert riddled with storms that threatens to bury us. You are a star, a little less showy than the, maybe, but one I wish on. Really. Nothing will change that.
All this sincerity is very unfair on someone spectacularly unused to earnest compliment. Flattery, yes, and but anything honest comes laced with sarcasm or a wry humor to make it easier to swallow. This - this is almost too much, really. Prior's very quiet for a moment, a lift of his eyebrows his first and, initially, only response.
Then a nod, curt.]
Well, I don't know who to be more furious with, you or me.
Mm, no, I think it's you. Talk about hiding things under a bushel, you just - I just -
[A hand is raised, one finger pointed in the air marking a deliberate halt. Nope. No, words won't do. If Dorian's curious about what it's like to be pinned down and kissed by someone who weighs approximately the same as a kitten, soaking wet, he's about to find out.
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[With a little flourish. His hand stops, mid-air, as the light shifts from warm to cold, static snapping in the air between them. He won't reach further, of course, but it's ridiculously tempting to touch.]
I remember the expectation. [Remembers the man who expected it. A stairwell in a deserted inn, and Dorian spitting like a cat at him.] Perfect body, perfect mind. A tragedy, really - they got you and didn't even realise.
[Too curious, he lets his hand drift lower - will it conduct through him if he runs a palm up one bare thigh?]
...Though I'm less sure about the hair. Punk was never my thing.
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[He turns up his chin indignantly, but there's still a grin at his lips. Prior's curiosity is endearing enough that he glazes over the mentioning of that moment, tries and succeeds not to think about his father. It does, in fact, conduct: not strong enough for it to be discomforting, but leaving a light tingling feeling up his arm.
It dissipates when Dorian taps him on the nose with a light shock. Light, like he ran his socks over carpet.]
I was referring to your... premonitions, but gifts is the wrong word. If you were from my homeland, you would have been bestowed it without a screeching harpy.
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[Well, this electricity thing has all sorts of possibilities that were left woefully untapped earlier in the evening. Just as he's making a note of that, Dorian's little love tap knocks Prior back with a pleasant shiver, though not far or long enough to prevent him from idly draping himself back again, across his lap.
May as well do it now before he conjures something else from thin air and distracts him all over again. A second note gets made to ask whether he can do white rabbits.]
But there are people like me where you're from? Prophets? I know you have Gods of some sort. In my word usually prophecy and the divine have some kind of link. At least - as myth would have it. They're a fictional breed, people like me.
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Well, that isn't too far off from what we believed back home. There are Dreamers, prophets of the Old Gods. We base an entire social class on being descendants of them, which is why my family was of some important. Then there is the most notable prophet, Andraste. She was a slave in my homeland that rose to power, plagued by visions of the Maker until she accepted him as the one true God. She's said to have ascended to his side as his bride.
[A beat.] After we had burned her at the stake. Not very accepting of deviations, you see.
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[Not many happy endings for the mouthpieces of Gods. Stoned to death in Egypt, or their throats slit by Roman warriors who feared their predictions. Lost to sickness or disease. Martyred to their cause. Swallowed by a fish. Crucified. Not a collection of children's stories.
Prior tilts his chin up, smile tellingly pinched.]
Still, if one does marry a God after, perhaps it sweetens the pill. [He hesistates, leaning into the gentle drag of Dorian's nails.] It's... not just visions of the future and communing with dusty old tomes, you know.
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[But Dorian sees that the smile is pinched. He drops his sarcasm, running his thumb along Prior's cheekbone.]
Tell me about it.
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[He dips his head a little, not to pull away from Dorian, just not to look quite so directly at him for the moment.]
I get into people's heads. Not always deliberately. That thing where you walked my memories? I might do it with yours, and you'd never know I was there. There's no rhyme or reason to it but - it's more likely, if we're close.
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Well, I can't say things you might see are entirely pleasant. But you have probably already encountered the worst of my personal affairs. [He shifts, leaning forward and turning his chin up so he can look at him again.] Anything you witness will be something I'd already tell you. Not anymore.
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[It's not unpleasant to experience, exactly, it's only what holding that kind of information can mean that makes things difficult.]
And - sometimes it's not exactly a memory?
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[At least he doesn't sound particularly worried about any of them — worse things can, and probably will happen.]
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[Dorian takes a moment, idly drumming his fingers against Prior's chest.]
When it happens again, you should tell me about it. And any time after. And any time anything occurs, really— I know I was rather frightened before, but I know you're not mad. And I'd rather it not drive you mad for stewing on it.
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[He has been stewing on it. Enough that he looks down to where Dorian's hand is and realises he's trade being self-conscious about his body for being self-conscious about his mind.]
As for not being mad... when two mannequins dressed in ballgowns begin to converse with the voices of your friends, one can rather feel it.
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Naturally. But it'll be easier, if you tell someone. Me, Byerly... [John's gone, now. He lets out a little sigh.] So long that you do.
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I try - I'll keep trying. You know how things are here, you think you're used to it, turn a corner and the world's suddenly crazier than you thought.
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I do know. However, I also know this world's a little less crazy with you here.
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It's something he used to be. A stabilizing force. One cool, collected queen - until the sky fell in and his world started coming apart in too many awful, insane ways to keep track of. And he's hated it, feeling so un-anchored, so far at sea.
It's a long time since he hasn't suspected someone's care of being nothing more than displaced pity. But for a moment, he lets himself trust.
And his lip's trembling, that's no good.]
Really? [Oh, his voice, too. Well. Well - the shift is visible as he takes in a breath and draws up a new facade. When he speaks again his voice is stable - if channeling some monochrome screen siren, rather than himself.] Careful saying that, you could make a girl feel dull.
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The last thing that you are? I wouldn't dream of it. Perhaps in comparison to me, but... [He trails off, before he can carry on. There's some level of seriousness, some level of sincerity that he'd like to maintain before the moment passes.]
I only intend that you know this, Prior... You are a rock in the vast ocean that is the unknown. You are an oasis in a desert riddled with storms that threatens to bury us. You are a star, a little less showy than the, maybe, but one I wish on. Really. Nothing will change that.
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All this sincerity is very unfair on someone spectacularly unused to earnest compliment. Flattery, yes, and but anything honest comes laced with sarcasm or a wry humor to make it easier to swallow. This - this is almost too much, really. Prior's very quiet for a moment, a lift of his eyebrows his first and, initially, only response.
Then a nod, curt.]
Well, I don't know who to be more furious with, you or me.
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Whatever you may be thinking, I already know the answer is not me. You've apparently been furious enough with me. I, innocent, who have done no wrong.
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[A hand is raised, one finger pointed in the air marking a deliberate halt. Nope. No, words won't do. If Dorian's curious about what it's like to be pinned down and kissed by someone who weighs approximately the same as a kitten, soaking wet, he's about to find out.
For the second time tonight.]